Astronaut Shares Emotional Distress Following Deluge of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also featured well-known figures.

The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, recalling a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.

She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her heritage – was overshadowed under the deluge of sexist vitriol.

She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work protecting the rights of survivors of assault.

Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

Finding Solid Ground

Months following achieving her goal, she reports that the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she acknowledged the followers whose support pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.

She added that despite the negativity, important benefits had resulted from the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of space.

The diverse crew also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.

The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.